Temptd & Turnd

I hear my sponsor - there's nothing he hasn't done - that i can out do - i want 2 impersonate & emulate - what a wealth ov knowledge - where does he come from - does it matter - or just where he go's - i want 2 go 2 - all impressionable - accept it it's true - addict i am like brother 2 the leach - always hungry starving - fill me with u - or a substance masking as a the way 2 feel freedom - it leaves me loneliness unsatisfied black & blue - tempted & turned - yelling laughing not dwelling - i did it yes it was me - not all ov u - my life i cannot manage - without the old wheelers and dealers - who have shot smoked dropped almost every spark ov hope - determined 2 live 4 the first time - all anew